i dont know what to do by now..
im always thinking of you.. maybe i just misses whenever you txt me and beg to txt you..maybe i just misses the way you say i love you and you cant live without me.. it's hard to let go..not knowing what to do after..without still a replacement in my heart it is hard to think that i dont have you anymore..

but our love is wrong.. very wrong..people are against with our love.. many people got hurt just because we continued this love..i dont know if i still love you..maybe im not used that your not here with me..i know you still dont know what happen with both of us.. but this is good for the two of us..later on you will forget me.. and i, also already forotten you.. just need to be used that your not here..and i can stll survive it=)
i know you can.. i know i can do it also..

i made a mistake to choose you.. too many lies.. and i just cant anymore bear it.. that is enough..no more lies..no more sins..i'll stop loving you..cause loving you was a big mistake..